THE PROPOSAL

Sitting on the edge of my dreams

I felt a touch....a new sensation 

Pulling me closer to you

As mid-night approached

I sat starring at the moon

I have been the darkness so long

Just waiting for the light

And now that you have came

I can feel the darkness disappear 

I had been standing here alone

With this weight upon my heart 

Wondering where you had gone

Remembering my feeling from the start 

I love you more than my life

But some times i am afraid to love

Because my heart is fragile

Just like glass 

Now hold my hand

Lets soar to the sky

Above the clouds 

Above all the humans

As i look straight into your eyes

As we soar among the Stars 

I realize that you are the one

Who shines the most among all the Stars

The moon shines golden 

And my feeling reach a new level

As we disappear from the face of the earth

Into a world filled enchanted with love

Realizing it was time to take out my last urge.

Which i had always intended to express 

I bring it forth and kneeling down in front of you.

Will you be my pair??

-jui

The recent learning...

I have learnt that no matter how thin we slice it, there are always two sides.

I have learned that it is taking me long time to become the person I wanted to be!!!

I have learned that it is lot easier to react, than to think calmly.

That either we control your attitude or it controls us,

That maturity has more to do with the types of experiences we have,

And what we have learnt from them;

But less to do with no. birthdays celebrated…

I have learned that quantity is not as important as quality when it comes to friends.

That it isn’t enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes we have to learn to forgive ourselves.

No matter how bad our heart is broken… the world will not stop for our grief...!!!

I have learnt that background and circumstances might have influence, on which we are,

 But we are responsible for who we have become!

Also that you can’t make someone love u,

All u can do is be someone who can be loved!

And the word “love” can have many meanings; it loses value when overly used!

I have learnt that no matter how old or wise we think are,

Life never stops teaching us!!!

-jui

IT WAS A FRIENDSHIP DAY FOR ME....

this was written on friendship day, but i posted it late.

So it was friendship day.. 

 And I was missing. The two most wonderful n versatile friends in my life..

 Yes.. We hardly talk now..

 Lemme correct ... We don't even talk now..

 But does that fill up the black-hole in your mind?

 Nopes.. I know our sweet memories would b killing u every now and then..

 Whats the point I don't understand..

 One has this jealous girlfriend... 

 And other fell in love with me..

 I don't c my fault anywhere here..

 Its jst not me here blabbering out..

 This is the story of many young souls..

 They call u your bffs n when the testing time comes ..

 They just flee away the easiest way....

 I surely. Wanna say this to you guys..

 Its friendship... Its beyond all relations.

 We nurture each others soul.

 We ain't gonna throw u away.

 The love, the bond they share is beyond any understanding.

 Breaking up with a friend is the weirdest thing ever.

 It hurts more than a breakup. Yes it does.

 N I miss u. I do.

 N now u can't take away the missing u part from me. 

 U cannot. 

 Tc.

 -jui

JUST A THOUGHT.

What is the fuzz about celebrating a specific day??
It’s like it’s became mandatory for us to celebrate it...
Whether we feel like it or not... if its within our emotional boundaries or not..
We have to celebrate it..!!
The enthusiasm is good... it brings out the positive energy...
But have u ever thought of people who are not able to celebrate it??
Their mental health is like a ma...lnutrition affected child... poor souls as we would say.

If we go back in time...
We get to know the purity of any event celebrated...
The old people they had this "dictionary" meaning to every event...
It was all pure… n still they enjoyed all of it like anything.
But as we see today... as our system, we get polluted with many other thoughts..
The days are no longer their dictionary meaning..
They are celebrated just for offers n sales now-a-day.
It’s all mirth everywhere... it’s not pure u can feel it.. There are many times wrong intentions stuck to everything happening around.. Open your eyes… its NOT always a fairytale.
No offence ..
But seriously guys... think on it.
Do we do NOT think about our friends every day??
Do we NOT miss them?
Don’t u think… We should tell them then n there when we have that flash of missing someone.
Or should we wait till a particular day??
Is your , Our friendship so weak that we need a day to celebrated it..??
Whatever... Democratic country... we have choices.
Happy friendship day...
cya... Stay safe. Stay strong.
P.S.: The bond... The love u share cannot b judged, canned, tamed or limit it by a superficial day.
-juilee

MISTAKES.

Yes... Nobody is here who has done NO MISTAKES in life.
Everybody at some point of our lives has deliberately done mistake…
But y does this happen?
Y do we get so distracted?
Yeah we make mistake.. coz at the point of making mista...ke,
We feel like we can handle the rest..
We are so over confident about ourselves… that we ignore all the sings.
Its mistake.
We know it deep in our heart still we go forward to face the consequences.
But this is not being brave of us.. its being stupid to let go the obvious.
It’s us who foresee the wrong way.. yet get attracted towards the glitter..
How can we forget the old saying- “all that glitters is not gold”.
So stupid of us.. we keep saying this now n then.. still go the wrong way..
N deliberately doing any mistake doesn’t even count as a mistake..its a blunder.
Coz mistake is what we do unknowingly.
Blunder is what we know.. n yet we go for it..!!
How we wish we can have a mistake free life..
So stay safe.
Stay good.

love.
-jui

Moving on..

Moving on from a thought or a relationship is not that hard..

The hardest part of moving on is NOT "not able to forget past ",

but its to cope with the present.. 

The tense even if use affirmatively shatters the already shattered pieces.
Moving on is not coping up. 

Its like plastering a H2SO4 solution without using the factory made cement. 

Present is the weirdest sweet bomb nightmare ever. Happened ... 

With its uniqueness of cardamom coated marshmallow. 

But knowing the validation of it...

The short period .. U start hating the gut value.
U just loose yourself to the additional privileges u get with the validity. 

But u forget to check its durability . 

And here .. you are fooled.And killed to the core... 

Yes u want it all over.. But it won't be.
Even u tried forgetting it completely...
There would be some or the other person who shamelessly reminds u of it...
But here again.. All that goes like a flash inside your mind.
N u act .. Yes u do act as if nothing happened.. 

When in reality a sweet sharp dagger has already done its work... Nicely.

Toughen Up Your Leadership Fingers

"Anyone who has ever undertaken learning the guitar knows that early on it is a painful process. In order to master the instrument your fingers must first toughen up; you must toughen the skin on the tips of your fingers in order to take the repeated wear from the strings. Those who cannot push through the initial sting of this process never master the art."

And the same is true of leadership.

Anyone who has ever undertaken leadership knows that it can be a painful process.  Every move and decision is subject to critique and the repeated wear of dealing with opinion can be difficult.  Good leaders push through the initial sting of the process in order to master the art.  And just as a guitarist develops callouses on his or her fingers in order to play well, so too must a leader.

While you might be inclined to think that anything calloused in a leader is a bad thing, making the leader insensitive or removed from everyday people, the opposite is actually true.  In the process of developing callouses a guitarist is developing more sensitivity, not less; a heightened sensitivity and touch is gained, not lost. 

Great leaders endure because they have toughened up their leadership fingers and, in the process, gained a greater touch and sensitivity to the organization (or people) that they lead.  But neither endurance or experience will come without first learning to survive the wear that comes with leading.

When you feel the pressure and pain of leadership creep in and when your decisions are met with opinions don't make the fatal mistake of pulling back.  Instead, play harder.  Apply yourself all the more to the task at hand.  Endurance and experience will only come once you learn to toughen up your leadership fingers.